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She had stunning bronze hair, highlighted crimson red..

Yet she had dealt it all; fear and guilt, shame and dread..

Yet she had slept it all; alone and used, unfed and half-dead..

Still she knew little 'bout life, thought it to be a roses-filled bed...

She had the most flawless, glowing, beautiful pale skin..

Yet she had felt it all; greed and lust, taunts and sins..

Yet she had bared it all; love and hate, yang and yin..

Now she knew life was just pain, plastered with a pitiful grin...

She had the most purest, deepest, blackest eyes..

Yet she had heard it all; screams and shouts, silence and cries..

Yet she had seen it all; betrayal and stares, fear and lies..

Now at last she knew life too has a price...

She had done the unthinkable; the innocence in her was now slain..

She had dealt enough, bared enough; now she did not complain..

She had very little sanity left in her; she started doing all that was deign..
Now she knew life too well; it felt mundane, it felt inane...

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Just random scribbles.....inspired by an ever-so-curious, know-it-all friend of mine.....she has this insatiable hunger for knowledge....and it forced me to think....made me curious too ( I know....hypocrisy right?? :P)...

Why is it that we have this undying curiosity 'bout every little thing in our life???

Do we all wish to be a know it all?? Hungry for experience, arcane knowledge???

Don't you think if you knew everything....life would be verryyyyyy mundane???

Random scribbles followed by random babbling....... :P :D

Current track: Losing My Religion by R.E.M.

"Ayden!! AYDEN!! You up?? AYDEN?? Today's the big day!! UP!!" she knocked on her son's door, for what seemed the billionth time in the past 15 minutes, wondering if he would ever wake up on time!! Lately he had been sleeping the day in his bed. "AYDEN UP!!".

"Mom stop the earthquake already!"

"You awake? And why the hell do you latch up your door?? OPEN UP!!"

"I'm up!! Just quit banging the door into two!!"he said lazily. "Crappy hangover.." he mumbled to himself. He tumbled to open his door.

"Ssup Mom??" he said in somewhat of a blur.

"Don't 'ssup' me!! It's graduation day and you are already freaking late!! Rise and shine already you lazy bum.." she said flashing a motherly smile.

He and his mother had grown quite close since his dad left them for a 22 yr old blondie..

"You move on and reach school! I'd dress up in a jiffy and follow you" he said in somewhat of a clearer tone.

Click, click and soon his mother started her photo-session for the big day.

"Mom cut it out! I've gotta dress up now."

"See you soon" she chimed from the front door.

"Ya whatever" he yelled back.

As soon as the front door clicked.He rushed to his drawer,scooped out a pile of crap, and found 'it' at last.

He filled the intra-dermal syringe and poked it into his right arm, clearing its content in a painful swish.

"Hopefully all those happy-for-no-reason-but-because-it-graduation faces would be a bit bearable now!!" he thought rushing to his Chevy in his day old worn clothes.

The freeway was jammed like a bottle, "Who cares" he mumbled and turned to drive on the wrong way.

His right arm suddenly had a muscle spasm and "BAM!!" ran into a truck and there he laid motionless bleeding to death.

His mother was still waiting for him...after all it was his "big day"!!

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People I am back!! Ya fine I am back earlier....but it was so tough to be away from my blog!!

Oh and I got an AMQT for you.... "Why do we indulge in things that we know are doing harm to us and in the long run may have dire consequences??"

It could be anything drugs, booze, smoke or whatever??

Current track: Love Song For No One by John Mayer